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Am back =)

My first day in the office after 10 days of being at home in Slovakia, I celbrated by 13 hours of working..(yes I like things having done)
And now I work (ppt and drawing) a bit more with the seminar but soon some sleep..

Yes the seminar will be about empathy as well =)


Pieces of Sweden..from above

Pieces of Sweden..from above

I am ready now to gooooo...

Packed (haven´t managed to pack piano, the teacher and Gandhi that is becoming Dante again) ready to go back...=)
I think I even dont need to unpack since I go to Ukraine on saturday..OK I will reconsider it.´s gonna be interesting..Am sure! some sleep till 3.30 a.m..

Natti natti!!!

28 hours...

Going back to Sweden in 28 hours...and there are many things left to do:
Go out with Dante (2 hours)
Pick up my aunt and drive her back home (30 minutes)
Prepare seminar (3 hours)
Cut my mums hair (wish me luck)
Having my hair cut (just a little bit)
Write thesis (as much as I am able)
Packing (as fast as possible)
Be with my family (Seems thesis will go aside)
Some sleep would be nice as well...(or maybe in the plane..)

Right now my dog is sitting next to me..just sitting and staring somewhere..he looks very inteligent.. I will miss him so much. And not only him..

Home..what does it mean?

Maik asked what home really means. Is it a place? Or is it a feeling? And of course I dont have any definite answer because each of us can see different meaning of the word.

When I was little and was supposed to write a "patriotic" essay about My country - my home, I wasnt able to write any celebrating things about Slovakia because my home wasnt country. My home was my family, my home were my friends and things I was doing. I was sure that the fact that it was exactly Slovakia didnt matter. I didnt choose it when I was born and Slovakia didnt choose me. It just happened and we (Slovakia and me) had to find a way how to live together. We did find a way. There were some things I liked a lot. I think it was nature I appreciated the most. Except people in my surrounding of course.
And there were things I didnt agree with. And it was the general mentality mostly. Disrespect and neglecting by those who should have cared the most. Government. I was not able to say that I was proud of my country because of the unfair division of power etc. My country was not my home.

It somehow happened that right now I live in Sweden. I have been here more than a year and half. I feel nice and thanks to this time out of Slovakia I realized what "home" means to me. My home is about feelings and understanding. It´s about throwing away the masks we wear and daring to be who I am. it´s about going the same way for 24 years and see everydays changes, it´s about memories that just pop up and make me feel that there r people who care and I care about, it s also about happines from getting to know new ways, it´s about meeting old friends who haven´t forgotten you and smile that they see you, it´s about meeting new people who want to see you again and  making new friendship, it´s about seeing future and having plans, it´s about understanding people´s situation because of the same history, it´s about being alone but not lonely, it´s about being a part of something and not just a stranger passing by, it´s about giving presents without reason, it´s about visits without invitation, it´s everydays smell...

Everywhere I feel this, is my home.

My days in Slovakia

Home sweet journey from Sweden (Orebro) to Slovakia (Sala) was the longest I have ever experienced on this destination (and I have traveled a lot this way). I left at 02.30 and came home after 19.00, managed to land in Hamburg, Munchen and Bratislava =) Came to Slovakia and it was spriiiiiiiing =) Warm warm warm...and people´s faces as well.
Dante - my dog that used to be cockerspaniel turned into chicken after visiting "hairdresser". He has a summer cut now and looks more like Gandhi.
Around 22.00 - sweet dreams untill next days early morning (06.00) because Dante wanted to go out. My first walk with him after 3 months. I wouldnt mind to wake up even earlier if the reason was Dante. Strange but truth. I would like to take him to Sweden.

My first day in Slovakia I spent at the NOM annual meeting and it was the best meeting we have ever had. People participated, had ideas, were eager to change something, willing cooperate, having activities..wonderful feeling. We have set very reaistic goals, elected new board..I believe we will keep up this spirit the whole year =) The spring is still in´s just great to be outside. I hope there is spring in Sweden at this time otherwise I will bring it with me.

On sunday I realized that I was a bit tired so I slept a lot and when having breaks from sleeping..I was writing my thesis and playing piano (haven´t done it for ages). Piano is the thing I would like to bring to Sweden too =)

Monday: My teacher who is guiding/guarding my thesis is THE BEST!!!! After every meeting with her I am motivated to write and make a research and I really want to make it good so the results will be useful for others. I dont want to write thesis just because I have to write it to finnish studies. I would take my teacher to Sweden as well =)
Btw. it was summer in Bratislava. Hot hot hot...Nice nice nice. It made me so happy that I wrote two peoms in the train =) In will not share.
I have seen a TV show with my favourite actress..she is funny, smart and funny (and smart)

Tuesday..raining but I dont care. Still happy feeling from monday...Was doing some school stuff in Bratislava, have realized few of my very materialistic needs: new laptop and mobile phone. Met some classmates, came home, went out with Dante, my hand has almost frozen off - it´s winter again.

To sum up this blogg: 
1. the time gap between my visits of Slovakia always disappears and being in Sweden in between feels just like a dream. 
2. There are some new extra items on my "to pack" list: spring, Gandhi, piano, my teacher..
3. I feel very nice and am looking forward to tomorrow..

Poor connection

So many thoughts to bad internet connection...But I´ll solve it...
Hugs to all those who follow this little blogg..and thank you for all the comments..I´ll answer

Airport blog

Sitting at the Arlanda airport..Surfing..Writing blog..
This night I have slept 30 minutes, left apartement at 3am (left some great books there cause my luggage was very heavy), took bus to Stockholm..there was one free seat left (strange), came to Arlanda, was waiting in looooooooong loooooooooong queue (how is this word spelled), just hung around and then decided to check writing blogg hoping that I won´t forget the time..I definitely dont want to hear calling my name..Miss Sperkova..this is the last no..doesnt sound good..
I have 73 minutes left for internet but only 50 minutes untill will I do? Wil check some blogs I read everyday and then I think some walking in tax free shops will be now I go. Sure that I wont buy anything..but anyway...some of those things are very nice. Aha..yes and I have to smell all those parfumes...=)
Btw. Some planes are really huge..Wonderful that such thing can fly..

Leaving home going home

Mixed mixed feelings..
I have mentioned many times how happy I was because of going home. In four hours I go and it doesn´t feel so cool any longer. I know it will be very nice and I will have lots of fun with my parents and Dante and friends...But still some kind of emptyness inside apartement is clean, fridge empty, I am packing..and going home now is not a big problem because i know that i can come back in 10 days and continue in what i love..EGTYF office, will meet Madlena and Fredrik again, will have fun with Liza, (and Per H. as well) Will visit Anna without making appointement on beforehand, will talk to Per. B etc. Will walk my everyday way to job, greet ducks (yes..i do it always just for myself..I think they are very funny), watch trees and compare them day by day..This simple things I like so much! But OK..I think it´s very typical to feel little bit sad when leaving something.
On the other hand..yeeeeeeees..parents, doggyyyy, NOM, classmates, school..maybe a bit warmer..Yes..sounds nice =)
Definitely mixed feelings!

My miraculous calendar

Now I understand why the winter lasts such a long time this year. BECAUSE I have forgotten to change pages in my calendar so till yesterday it was saying "March" on my wall. I apologize to all people and to weather for all confuse and I promise that I will never do such mistake anymore.

But now it says "April" and it fits. Sun is shinig =)

Find a swan...

Find a swan

Every year..close to Ö the lake called Tysslinge..there are some swans stopping by on their way from somwhere to somewhere..According to those who count them, it was 2000 swans yesterday..Thanks to snow the swans are not that much visible but the more I appreciated when they flew up and showed their white beauty..


The winner..

She made it! Yes yes yes!! I think she deserves the prize. Liza is the person who has written the most commentars in my blog and she managed to write the 100th one as well. And as I announced some weeks ago..the one who write the 100th commentar will win something. The prize is sweet and something more (I have to figure out) and of course I will write a special blog about the winner. Soon soon soon! But thesis!!! (Sorry Liza)

Light in the night

Svetlana, whose name actually can be translated something like "light", has called me. At midnight..the phone just ringed and it was her..from Belarus..all of a sudden she really brightened my day..or let´s say night =)

Huuuuuuuugs Sweety....=) And see you soon!

Near future..

Tomorrow..swans and lunch with Anna (and hopefully her mum as well) Cool cool cool! =)

In some weeks - watching snakes (I am not the biggest fan of snakes but it´s sign of spring and that the sun is shining and it´s warm)

And in some month...strawberries!!!! Looooooots of strawberries.

It´s got to be perfect! It´s got to be worth it...lalala (Lyrics of the song: Perfect - Katie Melua)

And on friday....hooooooooome =).. Perents, Dante, NOM, friends (I will miss Katka)..more friends, parents, Dante...

This weekend´s highlights

- driving car to Oslo and back (and listening to great music)
- watching a "rebirth" of an organisation
- meeting friends från Norden
- norwegian chocolate
- chat with Kollo Anna =)

En främling

"Vad sa du? Vad sa du?" Ja.. det fick jag fråga hela helgen och kännde mig så dum ibland. Men hur skulle jag förstå norska eller island/danska blandning..? Jag verkligen!!!
Nu vill jag bara hem och tänka i mit språk och förstå omständigheten och känna sig inte vilsen och osäker. Vara med människor som känner mig och ser inte bara en främling när de tittar på mig. Vara med vänner som svarar mer än "aha" när jag säger nåt och som berättar för mig vad som helst. Med föräldrar som bryr sig och uppskattar och som jag uppskattar och bryr mig om..
Snart snart är jag hemma!!!